So, we are in our finals. Even if some of us can't wait to get out of this school, it's like our last few months together, as a class. That is something to be happy about right? The kind of time that you would want to have good memories and memorabilia and wot-not. At least that's the way i see it. So you would not mind making a few sacrifices here and there, stressing yourself and your pockets, cos hey, its a one time thing, right?
Wrong. At least most people don't see it that way. Most of them are 'broke', or just too uninterested to make an effort. So today, me being the over-sabi person that i can sometimes be, decide to carry it on my head,forming collector and convincer of the brethren.
But i was met with such negativity, i got pissed. Then i got scolded.
i ask my self, is it my father's business? Is it my mother's work? Absolutely not. As my darling Opard would tell me, it really is not important. Just so much stress that we carry, because we care.
Well, i'm not interested in caring anymore. Whoever isn't down with it, good for them! Keep your money and your time. As for me, i will go as all out as i can to create the best of memories for myself. i will struggle to participate in as much activity as is sensible. i will have a grand time, perhaps talk with people i have never really spoken to. i'll form new friendships and cement old ones.
Opard is being...well, himself really. With all his principles and stuff. But i love him, very dearly. More dearly as we get to the end of this journey. Because, he is the one constant person that has been there for me in this school. He supports, scolds, teaches me things that i'm too caught up to see. He is probably the best thing that has happened to me in this school. In yr 1, we were really tight,yr 2 and 3 we drifted a bit,yr 4 i was kinda distracted, but we are back together this final year. Bigger, better, and stronger.
At some point i was contemplating writing my friends letters, something they will remember me by. Maybe when i get some money, i'll buy some fancy stationary and do just that. Opard will be first on my list.
Class of 10... sui generis...for sure.
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